Trying to determine my own hetero-homo rating is proving to be quite difficult. I'm not exclusively hetero or homo, and I've been accross the scale and back again. Even though I am female, I really dislike my attraction to males. Because I am female, I really dislike my attraction to females too. In recent years I have spent more time with men because it was far more socially accepted than being with women. Such relations have left much to be desired and feel wrong or backwards somehow. Relations with women feel more right, but lacking. Essentially I feel that a male/female relationship is what I want, but somehow I'm not happy with my own circumstances.
I hope this makes sense, because it doesn't to me.