no friends, no lover, barley a family

[iFindMeHere]

what i find hard is that the ppl who know my "history" which is more like my present
they use it against me or tell other ppl

its hard to get close with someone before they find out from all the ppl that know

idk

I'm right there with you.

[Elwood]

I think we've got to accept our transgender identities in a way that allows it not to be a weapon against us.

If someone says to me, "YOU'RE A ->-bleeped-<-!" my response is, "Yeah, and?"
Now, if they say, "YOU'RE A WOMAN PRETENDING TO BE A MAN," that's more than just knowing I'm a transsexual. That's passing judgment on me, and I have a feeling they do that whether or not they knew I was a ->-bleeped-<-.

[Jay]

I have friends mainy female friends at the moment which is hard because I am transition and I dont want people to see me as butch lesbian. I love females dont get me wrong but there is only so much I have in common with them..

I have no one to tell about my transition who is actually intrested. Like a partner but when I was with her she didn't seem all that intrested in it anyhow.