First appointment soon, very nervous!

[findingreason]

Hi everyone,

I kind of need a little advice, as I have my first appointment soon for my gender issues. I don't know what to expect, and am just rather scared. Actually, I really don't feel anything at the moment, it's so weird, and I don't know what will happen from here on out.

Also, my psyche also decided to take a confusing change of tracks in the past couple days too. I feel like a guy, and don't know why, and it is weird for me. I feel attracted to girls right now, and it's sexually, and it's bothering me too. Maybe elevated T levels? I don't know, I'm just so confused and am worried of what will happen at my first appointment and GLBT college support group meeting. I feel like I don't belong in an GLBT group, and want to run like the wind away from the whole mess and cancel my appointment. But I know it would be stupid too, I just am so confused at the moment. I'm also really tired lately too, with staying up late doing homework, and getting up early for college the next day.

I don't know what guidance will help me, but any is better than none I guess.

[sneakersjay]

Relax!  Your therapist can help you with all these questions you have.  Talking things out rationally with an impartial person can help you see things more clearly.  Every time I go I feel more and more baggage drop away.  It's very freeing to discover yourself.

Hang in there!

Jay