As some of you know, a few days ago, I read all the posts to the question "When Did You Know You Were Trans?". After reading the last post I started sobbing, shaking and crying because that moment had just happened to me. No longer could I believe and try to fix, cure or find another diagnoses of my condition. I am Trans and always have been. I am a girl in a male body.
In 2006 and 2007 I spent a lot of time with some of you at Susan's with the name of Kylie and then Gwen and 6 months with a very respected gender therapist. As the reality of who I am got closer, I panicked and latched onto another diagnoses that I convinced myself fit. I even convinced myself that this was over forever. HA!
But finally I have completely and openly accepted who I am to myself. There is a great deal of happiness and excitment in my soul. I know now begins the hard part. But I have decided I do not want to die relatively young. So I am meeting with my gender therapist next week to make a plan for coming out again and moving forward to become whatever is necessary for life, happiness and peace. I know not where that will lead.
Bless all of you her at Susan's for contributing and caring about a messed up somebody you don't even know. Someday I will return the favor to someone.
Peace & Happiness
