Alright! This has been one hell of an adventure, but long story short.
Tried to commit suicide, sent to mental instution(and I still wonder why they put the suicides with the actual crazy people, but everyone was there togerther.) I made alot of good friends there, and I m probably going to be moving in with one of them soon. Even though I just met him. But at the menatl instution, there are absolutely no Phsychologists, only pysicastrists, so no one talks to you or listens, they just try to stuff you with drugs. But me and this dude make our own group therapy, and own workout group.
Anyways, apperently I m still in the middle of two genders, but people see me more as male instead of female, which is good, but when people think I m a girl, they think lesbian. When they think I m a boy, they think gay. So no matter what, I will support my gay brothers and sisters since I am apparently one of them no matter what sex I am.
It was cool though, and when I would tell people I was transgender, they would always say, "You re a boy tryin to be a girl, Why?"
EVERY SINGLE PERSON thought this. So apparntly I am a "girl" trying to look like a boy tryin to look like a girl....god damn it.(cant wait for T)
Finally, my current state, as soon as I got home, I got kicked out again, has to be third time now, and this is the only time I was phsically abused directly(No throwing stuff, actually punching and kicking) . But I need to withdraw from school and theyre makin me so they dont waste any money, so they re lettin me use the car to do that today. And after that I ll probably stay with a friend.
All in such short time
