Finally I'm On My Way :icon_joy:

[CC]

Yesterday I met with my therapist for the second time in the last month after not seeing her since April 2007. In April 2007 it was time for me to totally accept who I am and start on HRT. But I panicked and stopped going because I lied again to myself that I wasn't trans but it was my depression as a result of my abusive childhood. So now that I knew that, I could comfort myself through my wonderful wife. Oh Ya Right.

Well, 17 months later I've finally accepted who I am because of all you wonderful and beautiful people here at Susan's. Thank you all from my heart and soul. There is a special heart felt thank you to Wing Walker and Cindy for recognizing my need for extra support and encouragement at this time. I love you both and will someday pass my support and encouragement to another to "Pass It On"

So, in my meeting yesterday my therapist started with wanting to know how I was doing as it has been pretty scary lately. I shared with her my new acceptance and the joy it has brought me. Then my therapist used the word transition with respect to me. ME! She then went right to giving me a referral to the endocrinologist to get my blood work and chromosome test to set the base for starting HRT! 

So today I called to make my appointment with the endocrinologist which is the first step to fulfilling my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH wonderful day, OH wonderful day!

Oh my God, I've never felt this good in my life.

Sorry to be so goofey and gushey. BUT I CAN"T HELP IT!

Wish For Peace, Happiness and Acceptance For All

[funnygrl]

That's AWESOME CC Congrats!!!

Feel's great to finally know and accept who you are and to move forward. I have been on HRT for 2 months now since my therapist gave me my letter, and even though it takes awhile for the HRT to grab hold as it were it's a terrific feeling none the less.

Good luck, stick around and keep us posted

-Heather

[CC]

Thank you Heather. It sounds like things are going great for you. So congratulations to you also! I can hardly wait to get started.

[Sarah Dreams]

Wonderful, CC! Thanks for all your kind words to me on this site. I hope I can do the same for others.

I'm excited to watch you grow.

[CC]

Wonderful, CC! Thanks for all your kind words to me on this site. I hope I can do the same for others.

I'm excited to watch you grow.

Dear Sarah,

If there is anything I can try to answer or do for you please don't hesitate to contact me. I'm no authority but I believe we are both going through the same process with very similar circumstances. Just at different stages. So if you want to hear anything about my transition I will be more than happy to share.

My wife has a Ph.D. in clinical psychology and has a clear understanding of what transexualism is all about. She has also told me that there is no way she will stay with me and let me have access to the children if I transition. However, my therapist and I both believe that she loves me too much and will work out a compromise for us all. I pray that is true as there is no other option for me anymore.

I never thought I would get to the point that most talk about. Die or transition. But I did, and suicide would hurt them more than anything I could do. ANYTHING. So transition I must for my life and the sake of my children.

Please let me know if I can share anything with you.

Wish For Peace, Happiness and Acceptance For All