Life is nothing but ball...

[Hazard "AJ"]

I HAVE HAD A REALLY BAD COUPLE OF DAY. WEDNESDAY WAS OK BUT I FELT A LIL DEPRESSED. BUT YESTERDAY. ->-bleeped-<- ALL WENT CRAZY IF YOU HAVE READ A NUMBER OF MY POSTS YOUR NOW ME AND MY FAMILY DONT HAVE MUCH LUCK. WELL THINGS ARE JUST CRAZY. AND EVERYTHING HAS JUST COME AT UP AT ONCE. WELL WHAT HAPPENED WAS MY LITTLE SISTER 12 GOT INTO A LIL ROW WITH HER FRIEND. LIKE KIDS DO. ANYWAYS THIS LITTLE GIRLS MUM HAS A BAD REP ON VILENTS SORRY IF SPELLED THAT WRONG. ANYWAYS SHE COME TO ARE HOME AND BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF MY MUM. AND THE WOMEN BROCK MY NOSE. ME AND MY MUM ARE NOT BAD PEOPLE AND WE HAVE ALWAYS KEEPT ARESELFS TO ARESELFS. WE HAVE NEVER GET INTO FIGHTS LIKE THAT WELL MY MUM DEFF NOT NO WAY. WELL WE CALLED THE COPS. AND THEN THEY COME BACK. WE HAVE HAD TO GET OUT ME ARE HOME. CUZ THEY WILL COME FOR US. SO WHAT ELSE CAN KICK MY FAMILY DOWN. WITH EVERYTHING THATS GOING NO WITH ME I FILL LIKE I CANT COPE NO MORE. AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE AND BE ANY BETTER SO WHATS THE POINT MY LITTLE SISTER CANT EVEN GO TO SCHOOL AND I CANT EVEN GET SOME MILK I GET ->-bleeped-<- AS IT IS.  I JUST NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT CUZ I DONT NOW HOW MUCH I CAN PUT UP WITH THIS ONE DAY I WILL JUST GIVE UP

Posted on: October 10, 2008, 05:52:40 pmOH AND TO TOP THAT OF. I WALKED OUT OF THE PLACE IM STAYING AND 3 GUYS WHO I NEVER SEEN BEFORE CALLED ME A SKANKEY DIKE I NOW I WILL GET ->-bleeped-<- LIKE THIS BUT NONE OF THEM NOW ME. SO SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT WAS CLOSE TO ME AND WHO I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST TOLD THEM. BUT IM NOT I DIKE. NOT IN MY HEAD.

[Jamie-o]

That sucks, Hazard.  I'm sorry to hear you're having troubles.  Vent away!  That's what we're here for.  I wish I had more practical advice for you.  Me, I'd move away from a poisonous environment like that.  But that's not always an option for people.  Does your sister have the option of changing schools? Is there maybe a local trans group you can get involved in?  Where I live a number of Trans folk have gotten together to share apartments so that they can be sure of a supportive home environment, if nothing else. Of course, that wouldn't help your family much.   

On the positive side, it's quite possible that none of your friends betrayed you.  I know people mistake me for a lesbian all the time.  They see male characteristics in a female-bodied person and mistakenly label it "butch".

[iFindMeHere]

yeah, man, don't shut down, we're here and will listen and support you . And make sure you're supportive to your mom and sis too, k?