I must apologize, I just jumped right into posting in threads with out any introduction.
I've been reading these forums for several years but Never made an account until last week. I guess I just felt at home

anyhoo!
Hi!
I'm Ellieka, 33 year old from northern Indiana. My life story is not all that different form any other so I'll abridge the redundant bits.
I've know I was different from age 4ish, played with cousins girl toys/cloths yada yada... got picked on in school and so forth. Became a Pentecostal preacher at age 21 and had my demons beat for good! Got married and had 2 kids stayed married for 7 years before all hell broke loose. Guess I mistook a disorder for a demon... whoops!
Got divorced... remarried to my current wife who knows about me. We're going through some rough times but we're working on it. over the past two years things have really been building and I need to connect and converse with others and seek help before I become self destructive.
Thank you Susan for creating this Oasis. You will always have my gratitude!
I'm a big time geek. If computers could reciprocate affection I fear my wife would be out of luck.

Currently laid off from my job so Monday I go back to school. I'm really excited about about that its been 18 years in the making (yes I quit school at 16). Going back for a GED then BS degree in computer science.
I'm really looking forward to getting to know you all and building some lasting friendships.
-Ellieka