So here I am in this confusing place we all are in together. I came out to my father a month and a half ago and my life has become hell. He completely hates me, wishes I was never born, and has turned my entire family against me. I told my mom and siblings about my gender issue before I came out to dad so I would have some base of support in case things went wrong. Well, it seemed like they were completely supportive and believe me in what I was saying. Now that my dad knows, he has somehow managed to convince them I am completely psychologically screwed up (he said it in much more hurtful words) and now they all have left me to deal with my depression on my own again. The whole family is united in believing I better pull out of *this* and start being a man, and this is just a phase I will have to get over. They think if I took hormones and became my true self, I would be giving into an evil temptation. My question to them was, what do u mean pull out of *this*? THIS is ME. How can I pull out of being me? Of course I said that without my father present because if I say anything to him about my being female, I am afraid of what his reaction would be. All I know is, it really hurts to be turned on by the people I grew up loving and knowing all my life. I know this happened to many of you as well, and I am so sorry you had to go thru this cuz it really stinks.