Well, I think I may leave these forums. I don't see any reason to keep going here right now. Since I joined in May, I have yet to seem to find myself, and it doesn't look like I will find myself anytime in the near future.
There seems to be no hope right now, and I thought I found peace the past few days....lol....I didn't.....
I don't know if I will stay or not, and this could subside, but I am feeling less inclined to come here lately, though I still come back.
But maybe I need to clear my mind completely for a while to find myself. Though I've thought I have before, but there is always more crap to replace what I cleared.