It is time

[stacy2001]

It is time for me to come out.  I have been hiding so long it has drove me to drink.  I am 26 year old male that wants so much to be female.  It started when I was younger dressing up in my sisters clothing.  I felt great.  From there it has slowly transformed from a fun activity to a life style I want to live.  I am a crossdresser right now.  I soon will be a female inpersatantior.  From there I hope to start transforming my body from male to female.  Most of my mind is there.  I hate lying to myself about my feelings.  I hid them in a bottle but now I am coming out of the fog to see who I really am and I love it.  I hate seening my thing down there.  I want long hair breast, and to shave my legs. 

I have trying to find someone to help with all the things that goes into being a female.  I love coming here to her all the good things about this life style.  I want more.  I want to live life as a female.  I am not a male.  I HATE my body as it is. 

                           Thanks For Your Time
                                 Stacy

[lizbeth]

hi Stacy, welcome to susan's!

you came to the right place and there are many here that can relate to your story.  so feel free to ask away

your first step should be to see a gender therapist, they will help you sort out some of the more personal aspects and get you on a path to transition. just remember, the best things come to those who wait and don't try and rush everything too much and you'll do fine.

[Janet_Girl]

Hi Stacy,

Welcome to our little family. Over  1100 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion. Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers.  Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now.  And it is always nice to have another sister.

Janet