It began by me wearing my sisters stuff in the middle of the night and letting my brothers laugh at me. Then after awhile it turned more secretive... I would put stuff on then curl up in a ball under my blankets and cry, often falling asleep before I could put them back which resulted in me getting caught (I think maybe twice that I know of). I have vivid memories of me laying on the floor crying saying out loud but not too loud that "I want to be a girl" hoping someone would hear me
either no one did, or they just ignored it. Besides that... I haven't done much. That was really imaginative though! I think that was a good idea.
Now, I was out today about to go by some clothes for the first time. I circled around the aisles glancing each way >.>... <.<.... then.......... I got tired and walked home =( haha. If you are too scared like me, do what I did... get a friend on the internet, send that person money, and have that person send you what you want in an inconspicous package. But we kind of stopped being friends after awhile... It feels nice being able to just put whatever I want on whenever I want
. I only really wear a bra and panties out in public because I can do it without anyone knowing that I'm wearing them, when I come home though I get more done up because I now live alone ^_^;
