Hi Rita,
I find it hard to believe that with your feminine looks you haven't been out. I guess you're still very self conscious. That takes a while to get over. I wish I looked even half as feminine. I can't dress where I am now or learn to apply makeup. A few years ago, when I did dress, I always stayed in the house. I didn't know how to apply makeup. One day I put on some lipstick, about the only thing I could do, and a little blush. I got dressed and went out - to the mall - on Christmas Eve when it was packed! Geez, to this day I can't believe I did that. I was there for about 20 minutes before my nerves were so frazzled I couldn't stand it anymore! I was sure that I wasn't fooling anybody, that everyone was reading me like a newsstand tabloid. I was so relieved when I got back home. You look like you would pass easily. Perhaps you can venture out, maybe just for a drive at first. I wouldn't suggest the mall on the first outing! If I looked as feminine as you do, I believe I could have lasted much more than 20 minutes.
