my life still sucks and i lost my job

[deniz]

thank God i still have another job in a bank at the real estate and loan department for the next 2 months( we should always have 2 jobs:)
my relationship with my bf is excellent (4 months now and still stealh). I plann my surgery for august.But sth happens and it get postponed for next agust and next and next:(I can;t anymore. It is so difficult.I hate my penis so much i am about to cut it off my self:( i wish i could)
Tucking methods are great but not for relationship.When your bf sees your tucking this( if it is well tucked) he wants to move on and make love.It get difficult.I get anxious
So much anxiety in our life.So much uncertainty:(
Merry x mas and a happy new year to all
with love from greece.