My mom is supportive of me in my choices and everything, even though she doesn't really understand the whole trans thing. Anyway, we had a good long chat today about all sorts of stuff, really just life in general and a lot about how I'm an emotional wreck 90% of the time! LOL But every time Em came up in conversation, my mom would say something like "You deserve so much better" or "ARe you sure that's what you want?" type of thing. I know she's just being the protective mom, but I dunno.. I just want a LOVING relationship where both parties are happy and no drama/lies/cheating. I could care less if the person that can give that to me is male or female, it's never been an issue to me.
I don't know how to get my mom to realize that maybe this is what's meant to be? I don't think she's necessarily *against* all this, but just really wishes it wasn't happening? I dunno..
We did come to an agreement that I'll start seeing another psychiatrist about my anxiety in general, and the next time I see the psychiatrist I'm currently seeing, we'll see about raising my doses of meds yet again.. (even though I hate being dependent on these chemicals, and raising the doses is NOT what I want to have to do..) but hopefully it'll cut down on my anxiety, and I can actually function like a normal human being for once.. Maybe if she knows I'm thinking straight again, she'll stop trying to nudge me in a different direction?
Anyone elses' parents try to convince you that you should find someone else?
*edit* As per usual.. Mom was right.. I do deserve better.. Oh well, live and learn.
