Honey I been through the meet grinder already. My salvation was when I unleashed the one who resides withing, I envisioned a little girl who had not experienced life yet. Being kept safe from the bad world withing the confines of myself. My personal hell was prior to coming out. Since my coming out it has been my deliverence form that corner in west hell.
The little girl withing me was born and she bloomed to be a wonderful loving caring lady. My life today is good, I worked hard to fit in, luckily I wasn't looking for a relationship with a woman or a man, I was way to much busy learning to live like a lady and not like a street bitch, I had already been there and I had no desire to go back. I transitioned on the job in a small town of 16000 and all went well, all was uneventful, I fitted in and lived a reasonably normal life for 7 years there, until I was pensioned off and my partner and I moved here to BC where we reside presently.
No one knows about our past, we are just two ladies sharing an apartment together, living together, and work at the same place together and just do stuff together. It was just fortunate that I just happen I meat another like myself where we came to truly love and care for each other and today we are a married couple. I live a peaceful reasonably happy life and earned it, I deserve it, and no one is ever going to take it away from me, I refuse to go back to that ->-bleeped-<--hole I lived in before.
After 9 years living successfully as a woman I am only here to try to give support to those who are going through the same process. And every time I am able to share with and help someone I also learn more and grow more. I am not about to go anywhere unless you want me to. Traveling the rout that we do I believe that a little winning is part of the parcel. Yep the mouse, I use to call myself, would like some wine with her cheese.
So it is possible to be a woman, to live like a woman and be happy. It is not all doom and gloom, but I cannot say it is easy either.
Cindy
