ok, so i'm back. i've been away for quite a few months. i was going through some stuff, like coming out to people, but also struggling with myself as well, i didn't know where to go or what to do. My parents were sending me to a christian counselor rather than the therapist i asked for and i was being preached at by my parents, plus i went on a mission trip to argentina... i just felt like katheryn was going nowhere. it got to the point where i almost deleted my account here, but that would mean shutting off my only support system i have. I still don't know who i am. I enjoy lots of things that the "stereotypical" male enjoys. things like videogames, hard manual labor, gory action movies, things like that, but theres still this part of me who just wants to be beautiful and to throw away everything about my maleness. A part of me who i've actually come to realized is somewhat attracted to males (this came as quite a shock to me). I figured that in order to figure things out, i have to see for myself, in my own perspective. so i'm back!!!!
I came out to a very good friend of mine and she agreed to someday, (when i have the money of course) go shopping for some womens clothing, makeup, and accessories and have a big photoshoot (by that i mean her taking pictures of me with a little digital camera) at her house. My question was, what look should i go for? when i've cd'd before, i've just rummaged through my sisters closet for whatever i could find, but now that i have a choice, i'm baffled. idk if you could suggest anything based off my current profile picture, seeing as its the only picture i have at the moment, but if anything comes to mind, feel free to give me any suggestions.
