Hey all, I'm in need of some serious advice. My university has a program called "International Senior Design," or ISD, where undergrads (multidisciplinary, but mostly engineers) complete their senior project in a third-world country--designing safe drinking water systems, stormwater drainage in flood zones, roads, etc. The site visit will occur in July/August, so by then I will be 6 months on testosterone.
I was initially going to plan my transition around ISD due to the fear of traveling outside the U.S. while my legal documents (ie, passport says F) and physical presentation (should be looking pretty male in 6 months) do not match. I was also concerned about taking my T and injection supplies on a plane (and to a country with limited medical technology, should something go wrong). There is also the concern that I will be in a place that is likely not aware of (or friendly to) transsexuals. So, I was going to postpone my transition until after I got back. However, ISD was cancelled by the university last semester with no plans of reinstatement, so I figured there was no point in postponing my transition.
I just found out today that it has been reinstated--one week after I began HRT. I am so very, very tempted to do it; it's something I've been looking forward to since Freshman year. Of course, I also don't want to postpone my transition now that I've started (I've tasted T and I want more). Basically, I want it all; I want to do ISD, but I want to do it as a male. I don't want to spend what should be a wonderful, enriching experience as a female, bunked with the other females, and treated as a female. I don't want to spend it in a dysphoria-induced fog, despite efforts to "pull myself out of it" and just enjoy myself.
*Sigh* Any advice on traveling while in the middle of transition? Will customs give me trouble if my passport says F and I look like a guy? How long does it take to get one's name (after a legal name change) & photograph changed on an existing passport, and what is the cost? Would it be safer to forget the injections and just take a T patch for the 2 weeks I'm over there? Any help is really appreciated.