Sorry if this get heavy
This is one of the most important things in life.
What do you want to do. Who do you want to be. THINK.
This is the easy part: get a big piece of paper, yer that stuff you can draw on. Lots of room. In the middle write me, in a box.
Draw lines of every input to your life you have above the box. Friends. lack of them, money, family. everything: be honest.
Below the box draw a key box of where you want to go. I 2009, e.g: full female with srs. living as a female but not srs, the lot and living as a Hooters girl

You choose it.
Draw the lines between what you have to support this concept. Cross out the lines that are negative. In another colur draw in this ideas or support you will need.
Seek that support. Update your analysis.
It sounds far too much troube It works.
Cindy James
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