Hello everyone, thank you for your responses and your input.I know alot of us feel the need to rid ourselves of what we are because so many think that we are sick or we are freaks, or its. But thats not what we need to believe, we are beautiful no matter whar are gender is or what we face in life.I have read so many stories of young children and older people take their lives for so many reasons and it is a heart breaker for so many families and friends.
But no matter what we will always face trials and tribulation when we find that we are not what we were born as in the inside.
I have walked the line of death and hopeless thoughts that i thought would riid me of what I have become.
But if we all ended our lives because we thought some one would be happier, there would be no one left to commit suicide. It would be a empty world.
And to all that may feell low at times but rather than destroy yourself with confusion or whatever you may feel i can assure you i have felt your pain and I still face them from time to time , but you my friends have to find the peace within your soul . You are part of a society that will always have feelings of hate, anger,love,joy,madness, society is full of people who will judge us.Judge all who dont meet their way of life. I'ts not there life it's your life and what you find to make you happy go for it even if you find that society of judgement along the way. Its always peaceful on the side of joy.
I want you to look inside yourself and ask this question,,, WHAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY IN LIFE AND HOW TO GET THERE.?
Now if you can find it you will see changes of a new person. And you have to let those people who yo fear go, if they dont see you for you.
But i know death seems so real for so many. but we leave so much behind that we will never
see.SO DEATH CANNOT BE APART OF ME..TO MAKE THOSE FEEL BETTER.
To everyone these words are
for.Im not here to give advice im not qualified too but lives of others can help so much.I have found it and i want to give it..
Post Merge: January 26, 2009, 01:23:33 PM
Sorry here's on thing i wrote about 2 years ago when i felt so low and
helpless.It's a poem that gave me hope.
Finding her way
she was so young in her ways
she never had what she wanted in life
and she only found emptiness in her days
always wanted what others might of had
so sad,so alone
lost in a society of lonliness
and without a hope givin
she made ways still to keep on living
she kept herself to the darkness
so sad, so alone
she couldnt open her mind to the new
she was caged and alone about her gender
always want to surrender what she was
trying to hide the blemishes of shame
so sad, so alone
consealing the sad within herself
trying hard to open the door to a world of joy
day by day drowning in depression
and seaching for a way to survive
so sad, so alone
she wanted others to see what was hidden
and capture the love she once had
but finding broken hearts along the way
so tired so alone she thought it was time to go
so sad , so alone
then one day she silently fell asleep
filled with pills she took earlier that day
only to never wake again'
well she found her way
so sad, so alone
thank God its just a dream'
and thank god he made me this way
so i can relate to thers that are the same
sucicide is bo way, one more day'
thats all we need to say
now shes not so sad, not so alone
she found her way
finding her way
written by samantha
