Who am I

[NancyAnn]

Ever science I was young, I wanted to be a girl,but my mother said I was a boy.
during the years of school, I use to skip. and dress as a girl all day long, until school was out, that made me happy.
As an adult I had to be a man, so I married,because that is what I was expected of me,
I was never sad or happy about it, now I my drive or my other self,the one I should be is growing stronger, and the more I look back, the more I know I have done myself a injustices.
For the last ten years, I tried to get help from a therapist but to no avail,so I took matters in my own hands and research a lot of articles and reports, and started to transition on my own
I am tring to keep this short
Love to all
MamcyAnn
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[vanna]

Hi Nancy

welcome to you, may i ask why you have had no luck gaining a therapist??

[Janet_Girl]

Hi Nancy,   

Welcome to our little family. Over 1660 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion. Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers.  Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now.  And it is always nice to have another sister.   

Janet

[Alyssa M.]

Hi Nancy,

I thought you were going to confess that you're really Jean Valjean, but I guess that only happens in nineteeth-century Freanch novels and musicals. 

As long as we have your word you're not an escaped prisoner, welcome!

~Alyssa

[V M]

Hi Nancy Ann and welcome,

I think you'll find many friends here with similar stories. Feeling Fem. and expected to be the man you never wanted to be.
I started cross dressing in my teens. Did many things that were expected of me. Got married and divorced etc. Never did feel comfortable. Now in my forties I am finally coming to terms with who I am and how I feel. I've been transitioning on my own because there are not much for resources where I live. I did find recently that you can access Gender Therapists on line. So I am considering to try that.

[iminadaze]

Hi Nancy,

Welcome to Susan's
No need to keep it short dear, we enjoy the long versions all the same   ..Yea baby!

[Cindy]

Hi NancyAnn

Many of us know the story. But your family now.
A very strong and  suppoertive family

Cindy James

[NancyAnn]

maybe i should go and live In the 19th century, things were easier then, and you knew who you could talk to.
I am about to start my own hrt,
I have tried to talk to a therapy, but they wanted money up front, and I could not afford it.
tried a therapist online and got someone who would give a letter of recommendation after only one visit on line,and after only 4 visit you could get a letter for gender replacement surgery is that a good thing or a bad thing
I will start my own hrt,and this is not the first time I have done this, and the only reason I stopped, because every one said I should.
Love to all NamcyAnn