Dear OP, everyone has just been trying to give you solid imput on what hrt does, doll. Pretty much you can, and i stress can, have all the goodies you wish for except height. Surgery. However, a natal bone structure stays a natal bone structure. Its too late in life to shrink feet sizes but oriental women start in youth by foot binding, but it creates huge issues down the road. Hormones alone are magic, but you have to really have the mindframe of you get what you get when you take them. Many of us are blessed in full by their effects, but you cannot expect them to turn back time or create more then your body, genetics are naturally capable of achieving. And no one knows that extent for years. But alone they cant do everything, they pretty much have limited capacity to work on with a lot of us, mainly the post pubescent natal male body. Its a nightmare, i feel you, but trust me from a 6 ft 30 year old woman, they do wonders you cant really imagine until they happen. And good news for you: they mostly DO happeln. I had that same mindset a few times when flipping between taking T and E growing up (IS condition) E cannot undo everything T does, but in general, it helps in so many areas that i do not discourage it. Just gotta approach it with a mindset of you get what it gives and what it cant change or give, there is surgery for some things. A lot of width upper body is muscle mass. A lot. Best bet? Diet like hell before hrt to achieve female weight range for your body type and height/age. Then? Let E work, but give it leeway and time doll, it truly is a lifesaver. Thats the best advice I can give u? I hope it helps somewhat. There is just no scientific way possible to go from arnold swartzanegger to say luci lou. But you could go from arnie to say, anna cornacova;) lol.