Hi all
Haven't posted much lately as have been introspective on this whole situation. Went to the enod clinic here in Toronto on January 23 but wrong doc showed up....bad deal but over it.
Next appt with the one experienced in GID etc is this Friday. Haven't decided if this is 100% right but I will go any way.
Think if I start HRT and the reasoning behind it, is looking for some sort of balance between the continual "inner-conflict". I also believe if this is going to happen and I am more comfortable with myself the makeup and fem stuff will go by the wayside. Basically I love wearing blue jeans and nice cashmere sweaters but have resorted lately to more makeup, nail polish etc., trying to be something I am but can't be?
But maybe that's not really me...make sense?
Don't know what I am trying to convey...I know a ton of GG who don't wear makeup, or get dressed to the nines, and are very happy. There would still be a few things...i.e. I hate body hair...but maybe not as many trying to prove myself?
36 hours...still pondering.
Forever
Flo
Post Merge: February 25, 2009, 04:28:10 PM
ok...missed one spelling mistake
Endo