It's coming soon. I have anxiety issues, which is a horrible trait to have when I need to begin my Real-Life Experience. I've been seeing my specialist dressed as a girl a lot for some time now, but I haven't really been 'out' that way. I'm about a month and one week in on hormone therapy, and I have a pseudo-'out' opportunity this month: my cousin's wedding. A lot of family will be there. My mom's whole side of the family knows, as does all of the family that I live with. But a lot of them won't know. Anyway, it'll be great fun and I think it'll help me gather my courage and my confidence. I have a very nice outfit to wear to the wedding all picked out, and I'll finally be getting my hair done in a female cut/style. I was a little anxious before, but as the wedding comes closer I'm actually feeling my fear shrink back instead of growing. I think this could turn out well. =)