I confess, I've done nothing to forward my transition and I'm not ready yet anyways. I'm not out looking for a job. the only thing i wanna job for REALLY is to get a motorcycle but i'm too retarded to drive one anyways. eya
Sure I wanna be male but it's kinda a lost cause
when i have such irreversible social anxiety probs and fail at life in general.
And look at my body, I am short, too short and doughyfaced to be a man. I am female. Damge is done.
What's worse is I'm up to the eyeballs on estrogen thanks to my dear mothr nature. saddlebags on my hips are getting bigger. whateever I can't change it unless my hormones stay permanently high on T and knowin how crazy they are it's all screwed up and I'm getting cystic acne now and doing nothing to stop it even tho i have a cupboard full of acne medication.
I have dreams of being free and doing all these things but I know my brain is damaged I'm not capable of doing this stuff
An I'm whining like a little girl cos I got the E aches and pains, I just wanna sit here and eat chocolate and cry and listen to sad music. ohh mones what are yeh doing to me
also i confess i think I'm going insane i mean really ,my heads messed up I'm brain damaged beyond repair.. I make trans people look bad

oh yeah this was a confessional not a complaints thread.. .
GOOD DAY