I confess that I have been getting mondo depressed lately, and it is because I read about all the girls going forward with SRS. Even though I have removed the twins, I still long for SRS. It is probably the one thing that causes me the most depression.
I try to avoid threads about another going to the 'promised land', but I feel I need to give my support to my sisters, even at my own depression. I am not suicidal, Yet. But there are days that I just don't wish to even get dressed. I stay in my nightgown and sleep all day.