Since the last time i posted in this thread?
Im doing better accepting that i am Transgendered like im the most comfortable with it, that ive ever been in my entire life, i still cant bring myself to tell my mum or others around me, the words just wont come out, i even tried writing a letter but i havent sent it to her, or shown her
Im also stuck finding a Gender Therapist, its hard, mostly in Newcastle they only deal with Adolescent trans people ie Children or Teenagers, which gets me Emotional because my life wasnt so great or safe to transition when i was a teenager, and I KNOW i would have lost my father for sure (he passed away now) and my life is better and safer i know my mum would be fine with it eventually, BUT its the eventually part im worried about, i dont really have anywhere else to go, umm i dont care about anyone else in my life not accepting me its just mum
Starting to think about wanting a relationship, but ive always felt like ill just be alone or something, so its hard to think about
Otherwise, nothings really changed