I have started dating again recently, by going to clubs on Friday evenings and having drinks at local pubs one day during the week, when I have a less busy day at work. I also put up a few dating profiles on a couple of websites.
I had a lot of messages but most only wanted a hook up which I wasn't interested in.
I made it clear in my profile that I'm looking for something substantial, not some "quick thing".
So, that's how I met this wonderful guy.
His name is Arne.
Arne and I hit it off pretty soon, first by messaging back and forth till late at night.
Then we went on our first date on Wednesday two weeks ago and had 3 more dates since then.
He admitted that he wasn't into penis, but likes me too much to throw away the special chemistry we seem to have...
I'm not interested in bottom surgery, apart from maybe an orchie down the road.
I wonder how it will work out between me and him.
He called me beautiful and breathtaking several times since we met.
We made out without a problem.
We even had our first time together already and he called it "magic" .
But I'm still worried that sooner or later he will miss the vagina and go back to a woman who has it.
He told me that " my womanhood is more than one body part " and that there are enough women who can't have vaginal intercourse for whatever reason but still manage to find a husband who loves them.
He wants to protect me all the time and text messages me a lot.
He however said that I have to get over my insecurity and fear of losing him.
I'm glad that I found a hetero cis man I match with in every single way. But sometimes the little voice in my head that says "I'm lesser than a woman with a vagina" becomes overwhelming.
Keep you updated.
Luv,
Debby