I'm a 25 y/o female. That doesn't relate "in my head" as being female. But its only been the past 2 years i feel that way. Before that i was comf being a lesbian. Now i don't really relate to women at all, i cant wear womens clothes, i dont think of myself as a woman sexually, and in my sick mind i think of myself as a "boy." I hate when people realize that im really a girl and love when they think that im a boy but am so uncomf with life right now all together. ive been with my g/f for 6 years and she is fine with everything but i have yet to really talk to anyone but her about this. my best friends always joke in a loving way and call me a ->-bleeped-<- (which i kinda feel like i really am) why dont i relate to women? i didn't really always feel like i was born the wrong sex but when i was younger i always pretended i was a boy and had my own "tom boy clubs" i guess labels don't matter. and like my gf said its not always black and white, and everything in between doesn't matter. i guess id just like to talk to someone that understands. i have plenty of friends just not any that feel the same as i do...
