I'm thinking I understand what you are going through. I hope you can find someone to hang around with soon. That is what has helped me so much the last couple days. My best friend put up with me all afternoon Friday and was very patient with me till I was able to start talking with her about what was really going on, and she will be back today to keep me busy.
I can't think of much to say, I'm not very good at that but when ppl posted that I'm not alone and there are ppl here willing to help I think you remember you were the latest person to post that for me, thank you for doing so.