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Started by carissa, April 02, 2009, 04:27:31 PM

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carissa

Hey everyone, like to take the time to introduce myself real quick since I'm new.

My name is Michael (although I like Carissa for a female name) and I'm a 21yo living in the Panhandle of Florida in between Pcola and Panama City.  I'm presently a fulltime male but have reached a stage in my life where I really need to let the real me come out.  I've known since 5 or 6 that I was suppose to be female.  It's called quite a bit of struggle for me as the years have gone by and I often find myself going through periods where I try my hardest to be "macho" and lift weights or other manly things and at the end of the day, I still find myself with tears and wishing I could just let the real me show. 

I want to begin the never ending journey of transitioning into the person I believe I should be.  However, I'm very scared and nervous.  I've lived a very straight "country boy" life and already know that the friends I have, are unaccepting of anything GLBT due to seeing their actions with others (gotta love redneck people).  I've researched quite a bit on the internet about transition and the steps to take but would like to develop some kind of a network of friends or communication with others going through what I am.  So I figured this would be a great oppurtunity to do so. 

Anyways, just wanted to introduce myself and hope everyone has a great day!
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Janet_Girl

Hi Carissa,   :icon_wave:

Welcome to our little family. Over 2100 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion. Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers.  Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now.  And it is always nice to have another sister.   :icon_hug:

Janet

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K8

Welcome, Carissa.  Although I'm considerably older than you, I'm a newbie too.  I think you may be right about the never-ending journey though.  Friends and others you can talk to about your feelings and issues are important.  Is there a support group near you?  I would think there'd be one in Pennsacola.  (Or Dothan.  Isn't that close?  I'm not that familiar with that part of the country.)

Good luck on your journey.

- Kate
Life is a pilgrimage.
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paulault55

Hi Carissa and welcome, a good support group that includes family and friends i think is vital, everyone i have told so far is supportive.

HUGS!

Paula.




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gennee

Welcome to the group, Carissa.

Gennee


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wryann

Hey Carissa, I know what you mean about trying your hardest to be macho.  Growing up, I spent countless hours struggling to like sports, and in college, I hung out and got drunk with manly dudes in an effort to be one of them.  It worked for me about as well as it has for you.  My college was in a rural town, and I would go hiking in the woods there so I could be alone to cry.

I'm sorry you're in an environment right now where coming out is extra difficult.  I hope you can build a support network despite that and can finally stop hiding your true self.
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Jay



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