I am dressing more often... but a new feeling comes to me

[Janet Merai]

So I have begun dressing more often (I wont say where for privacy reasons) and it makes me feel so girly and just right.

I have worn woman's shirts, bra's, done my hair and cleanly shaved... its like a dream come true!
The best part is I am gifted with a VERY feminine body, build and face shape :3
I can easily pass too, I just need to tone down on my muscles since I do a lot of lifting and carrying at the place I work at while having a healthy body.

I am sure every person who has the confidence to dress up and experiment with female clothing and accessories would be truly happy as themselves, but what is it like for you?
Its like a feeling of being nervous and the fear of being caught for doing something out of someone's beliefs... (and its not the fact that I WANT to be caught, and I wouldn't care if I was, I just want to be ME) it feels right but also the fact others do not believe in it also causes problems and makes you feel nervous of being exposed.

Now, I am not afraid of being exposed because I am VERY open minded and highly outspoken when I can be myself (living my fake male life is like me being anti-social) but when I am Janet Merai, my mouth and lips never moved so fast to talk XD

I will have no reason to be afraid to be myself anymore soon when I move to my girlfriend in Texas, but for now it is like gambling living here or not, my father simply said it is not to be done in his house, have to love traditionalists X_X;

What are your experiences?

[Janet_Girl]

When I began to work at being myself, I found it a relief to be me.  But now it is just being me.  I do love dresses and skirts, but my work doesn't really like us women to wear them.  Something about safety.

Janet

[CarolAnn]

Janet Merai, I know what you mean.

I dress more now then ever before and just enjoy the FEMININE feeling.

I started dressing when I was 5 and as time went I bought my own clothes and things became sexual through puberty and beyond.

I am in my 50's now. I still enjoy sex (I remember the first time I had sex, I was VERY afraid----------I was ALL ALONE AT THE TIME), but truley just enjoy the total FEMININE feeling being dressed for a day or however long I can be Girlish.

Back to ya later Girls

Hope to be your Friend
CarolAnn

[gennee]

With each time I go out dressed, I discover more about myself. It's a wonderful feeling to be myself. I've never been happier.

Gennee

[Janet Merai]

The only time I can be myself is when I am not around my parents... so when I move I will finally be able to be myself :3

It sucks to be around people who are not willing to understand someone, but life is life and I intend to be happy with mine with my girlfriend in Texas

[noleen111]

I know what you mean about a feeling

I decided to embrace my cross dressing in January :-) and I actually dressed fully as a woman for the first time.

I am young 26 year old (dare I say woman .. yes woman ), who loves the feminine feeling when I have ladies clothes on.

It a wonderful feeling to feel the fabrics on my skin and straps of my bra around my chest where my breast forms sit firmly on my chest :-)

I cant wait until fridays (I only dress fully over the weekend), where I can shave my body and put on a bra and some womans clothing and be myself (Noleen).

Exploring my femininity is great fun and I am enjoying the process.

have fun girl :-)

[Genevieve Swann]

It is very relieving and confortable to dress. Dresses and skirts are much nicer than trousers. Hopefully when you move there will be more understanding people. Good luck and you "Go girl!"

[Vicky]

Just a couple of moments before I opened this thread, something came to me about my own feelings on becoming my feminine self.  I have to learn to dress as I want, enjoy what I am putting on, and how I am fixing myself up, and then after a few minutes, get over how I feel, and just BE who I now am.  I have to forget/ignore about the difference between my M and F selves.  I have to forget/ignore that I have done something "weird" or "anti social" and just be who I am as dressed!!  I guess the phrase is to "quit being self conscious about looking feminine" and accept myself as that person.  I am not cross-dressed!!!!   I am dressed up and ready to be part of my world, even if it means chipping a nail!!