I don't know why I'm really annoyed.

I don't even like kayaking.
If I was asked, I would have said no.
But I wasn't asked.
Is it really that insufferable to spend time with me?
Gah, friends, more trouble than they're bloody worth sometimes.
And another thing, how come my cousin is a bridesmaid at my aunt's wedding, and I was never even asked?
No, I don't want to be a bridesmaid.
But that's not the point.
People don't ask because they don't care.
No one cares about me.
If I'm about, fine.
If they were to never see me again, I'm sure that would be just fine and effing dandy and all.
Plan B: Become a hermit.
Oh wait, I believe that was Plan A...