Spring comes, and I am ready to take away fats accumulated in my belly during winter by jogging. I ran for three consecutive days.
When I exercise, my transsexualism becomes stronger. I remember that my transsexualism once came out when I regularly ran for exercise about 20 years ago. It was also when I began exercise about 5 years ago when I seriously started to crossdress in public. At that time, people strangely watched my legs, and later I wanted to show off my legs femininely. Within 1 year, I began wearing miniskirts.
During the past several weeks, I was a little bit busy and did not exercise so much, and I nearly forgot fashion and other stuffs. A few days ago, one of my colleauges once commented to me that I seemed no longer interested in applying makeup. During winter, my interested in fashion seems to hibernate.
After running for about 1 hour today evening, my mood toward beauty and fashion slowly comes to life. I once suspected that physical exercise could change level of sexual hormone in my body, but I did not see any related research article on this matter. Probably, psychological factors act, as I enjoy exhibitionism during jogging outside. While running, I can rather freely expose my body and wear feminine tights and short pants without worrying about criticism at my work place or apartment.
Barbie~~