Big rule is:
No long term solutions to short term problems!! It is miserable to feel out of place, but here you are (cyber wise) in place!!
You are already far ahead of where I was at your age since the NET didn't even happen until I had young teenagers. Information on Transgender issues was only in library books that you weren't "socially allowed" to check out unless you were known to be a medical student who had to treat perverts in the local ER, or you got them from the local porn shop along with how to manuals for ------- yeah that!!
The first make of the Christine Jorgenson Story was strictly for XXXXXX rated movie houses where the cops stopped you on the way out and published your name in "the police blotter" section of the local weekly newspaper the next week.
Ok maybe that last statement is a "stretcher", but its not too far from the truth.
Absolutely, these boards are a goldmine of information, and any of us here will be happy to help you. Listen to our stories, add your own, and your gender gourney can at least have some humor if not comfort. We are not SICK, but some of our working parts did not come from the stereotypical human parts plant some people think exists. We are not made of rejected parts they could not use on NORMAL people, ours are custom made to fit us alone!!