It's funny, because although I'm not on T yet, being able to jab myself with the needle seems a comforting thought. I don't trust other people when it comes to giving me needles, which is why it's so hard for me to get them in the first place. If I am in control of my own pain (whether or not it hurts – it's still psychologically expected to be pain), I'm much more likely to do something with confidence. But that is just me.
