Dearest Family,
I have some really sad news to pass on to the only really family I have any more. Today my ex and I had to put our much beloved Polarbear to sleep. We have been his family since he was a small little lad. He was the best friend that we both had and I know how hard it was for my ex to make this decision.
We got him when he was a puppy from a campground. The poor little guy was covered with fleas and was all dirty. But we fell in love at first sight. He was our constant companion even thru the bad times. I will miss him ever so much....
I know now what emotions feel like and even tho I can't keep from crying, I will be the other Mother he deserves. I will transition in to full time if it kills me. God has another good dog in Heaven.
GOD I MISS YOU BEAR. ( Screaming, crying uncontrollable )
Sorry for the downer.

You guys are the only ones I have to share this with Except for BFF Peggy, and she is also sad. But it is really hit me hard.
Janet