From envy to....disgust?

[barbie]

Indeed. After I started crossdressing, I watch ladies not for their beauty, but for how they wear and decorate.

And of course to see whether she is slimmer than me or not. About 2 years ago, I happened to be in a hotel restaurant where a kind of international meeting for fashion models around the world was ongoing. Wow. Most of them were slimmer than me, but happily some of them looked at me, too, although I was not in full dress. I was just from my work place. My solace was that they are 20s, and I am 40s 

Barbie~~

[Kayden]

I often get an odd feeling like that when I see a woman who has the potential to be very beautiful but just makes no effort to do so. I find myself thinking, " If I had her body/looks I wold work hard to make it as beautiful as possible". I catch my self feeling a little resentment for them because they seam to take for granted what they were born with. 

I used to be one of those "girls" that didn't try.  Turned out to be a boy though.

Maybe some girls feel like they don't have to try because they are above people and privileged.  Some people are b*tches, you know.

[Nero]

I used to be one of those "girls" that didn't try.  Turned out to be a boy though.

Maybe some girls feel like they don't have to try because they are above people and privileged.  Some people are b*tches, you know.

Me too. I was considered hot, but could've been even hotter (in the eyes of society) had i tried. I had a perfect body minus the small beer gut i always cultivated.  and yes, women were annoyed with me, but mostly i think because i was hotter than them without dressing the part or being in perfect shape.