Hey, Kaden. There are a lot of people like you, don't feel alone or weird. I'm an FTM too, 22 years old, and I just started dressing male fulltime.
It's really inconvenient how people, especially religious people, think they should have some say in how other people live their lives and what they do with their own body when it has nothing to do with them...

I'm lucky to be fully supported, but I come from a very liberal area. When you are deciding whether to transition and to what extent, it's time for you to be selfish and listen only to your own feelings - good luck!