How do i do it? where do i start?

[metal angel]

I kind of want to express the other side of myself, but i have no idea of how to go about it. I don't want to do anything permanent, various reasons, but mostly its that i only want to be the other gender sometimes. I'm having trouble getting to my point here. The internet is the only place i can "pass" so i feel like i'm spoiling something by admitting my charade.

I'm physically ueber female, but i want to take my male side out and about sometimes, but i don't know how to get my point accross. Ideally i want to be a beautiful young man and make beautifully young women and gay men run into lamp posts as i walk past, but i'd settle for people just getting my point. I keep picturing how i'd go about it and give up pretty quickly cos i'd just look like a butch chick or a total joke with a false beard or something. At least M2F cross dresers can get their point accross and look kind of sexy even if they don't quite pass.

First step would be some pants i guess, but like i say i usually give up on this mission pretty quick and just wear whatever is comfortable, usually a big skirt. I also want to kleep my long hair. It's my long flowing heavy metal mane, damn i wish i could pull off that look. I'm so jealous of all the other guys in the metal bars i go to who can have long flowing (even overly-conditioned) hair and still look 101% male...

[colormyworld]

Heya! Nice to see a girl cross dressing as a guy around here! There's not many around here from what I've seen! I understand what you mean about just looking like a butch chick! Whenever I wear guy's clothes, I always look like just a chick in men's clothes! haha Sometimes that's the look I want (cute tomboy chick look) but sometimes I just wanna be seen as just another one of the guys.. *sigh* Ah well!

Hang in there!

~Amy

[metal angel]

yeah, short of a fake moustach - which unless i wanted to spend a couple of hours with a move make-up artist would just look silly - i just don't know how to get my point accross.

then there's my figure, which when i am in a feminine mood is a bloody fantastic, but when i feel male i hate it: 38" / 31" / 40" (ok maybe i shouldn't have that 3rd doughnut...) It's not fare  guys (particularly slim guys) can add extra curves to their bodies real easily but it's hard to hide curves without looking obease...

i guess T is an option, but it doesn't have the reversability i need....

[Nero]

i guess T is an option, but it doesn't have the reversability i need....

Hey Metal,

T effects vary in reversability. What kind of reversability are you needing?

[metal angel]

i'm talking hours/days, not really passionate enough about it to risk my health either (i'm too much of a doctor-whimp to even take the contraceptive pill or get my wisdom teeth out) ... and a few other reasons.

i want to be able to express my other side i guess, just i don't want to damage my existing female body too far, i want to be able to put on my other face like some of the CD M2Fs here do.

i tried weight lifting for a while as a healthy way to butch up my body, but then i noticed my sister - who is incredibly strong and a total sport nut - probably looks even more female than me, i don't think it could ever give me the masculine shape i was lookng for.
Post Merge: August 08, 2009, 05:13:34 AM
I was dating an M2F crossdresser for a while. We sometimes swapped cloths half-way through parties and things like that, we were both nearly the same size so the traick worked well. And as a double-act the point got accross... the cross dresser was a total nutter though, i much prefer my new partner on about every other characteristic, but with my very gender-un-queer current partner i'd just look butch if i tried to look male.