TV, TS, TV, andro, bigender, non-binary!??
I guess I've been out of the loop for awhile.
I am over 60 years old, legally changed my name to Tracy in 93, had implants in 94, got my d/l changed to F around 2000, and have been working since 93 as a woman, I guess.
"I guess?" Yeah, because I still don't know what I am. Name a gender bending/breaking label, and I have at one time applied it to myself.
OK, here is what I wish, was. I wished we lived in a world where a male (me) could dress, act, and look like a woman with no negative consequences at all. Where if I found a woman attractive, I could approach her with the same expectations as a "normal" man. She might like me, or not, but my feminine looks would matter not at all. It would be OK.
Now, this is obviously not going to happen, but it, I think, gives some insight to who, or what, I really am. I love my breasts, but there are times I wish I was flat chested so I could look more like a man who crossdresses, instead of looking more like a woman. I DON'T want to look like an ordinary man, but I also don't want to regarded as a freak. Thankfully, that doesn't seem to happen very often any more, but...
I am not a woman, but I live, work, and "think" (I think) more like a woman than a man, but if you asked me to label myself, I couldn't do it.
Hence the subject line.
Anyway, Hi!
