has anybody wished....

[its just me 919]

exactly my thoughts on why i started this topic.... i wish there was a way even if it was just temporary for a month or two or three to experience it, in "real time" an immediate change and live that life for a few months, with the option of returning to myself, no matter what the looks of the other is, to me its more of a test run.  also have the option to stay in that life, but only if both sides agreed. that would i would think would help with the "what has/where has this body been" .... dam that thought lol that sort of ruined the idea for me... but atleast the temporary one would allow time to go to the doctors and find out more information on that lol...

[tekla]

Once upon a time that was the reason for the RLT before any drugs or surgery was performed.

[Al James]

so does that mean these doubts are normal? even tho i KNOW its what ive wanted all these years now ive talked about it to someone and actually gone to the doctor i'm wondering what if?

[its just me 919]

doubts are always normal its the wonderful place were we live.... where those who dont understand think its wrong and thats the biggest problem, but i feel and maybe i am wrong, but to me opinions are always right thats what make us who we are,  but if we were just able to try it out first and learn more... maybe even swap back and forth when we decided to, without all the difficulties that are involved in changing who we are on the outside first.