Gosh babe,
you did get hit below the belt. I be not surprised you'd feel like throwing up all over and find anything, ANYTHING, just to stop that pain.
Time WILL heal, yes it will, but what to do in the meantime? Drugs? I tried that, no good. Booze, tried that, seen that - just as bad. Hurt yourself even more, also no good.
Rant, done that --- it helps some. Cry buckets, yeah why not, done that, it helps some.
How to mend a broken heart??? The million dollar question.
In my case it took me YEARS and I pray it will be not THAT long for you. But suffer you will, by the sound of it. It will get better, it will.
It is a dream, a beautiful dream you had and now the dream is over, done. Got to pickup the pieces, life moves forward --- and what is, IS.
I'm sure here be many girls that went through similar crashes, I'm one of them, and we all would like to be there in person to hold and hug one of our badly suffering sisters.
I wish I could, so we just have to do it with our words.
With you, and hug,
Axelle
