I was very alone for years and years and YEARS. My family hates me although that has to do with lacking money more than anything else. Being trans would be seen by them as simply a way to avoid making decent money, where decent money = decent person.
The lesbian "community" hated me, by and large. Not all, but almost all. They had a hard time with Butch, much less someone who's actually a guy.
My true friends have always been other guys, and I mean bio-males. Not many, but a few and a few's enough when those few can be counted on and have helped me even when I was down. Right now I live on a large piece of land owned by a bio-guy who not only endorses my transition but heck, I used his credit card to buy my T - and pay him the cash right then and there, I'm not in the banking system at all right now, I bank by Mason jar.
Shelina, my experience makes me think that you may find your best friends among bio-females.
I also think you need to get to a better place geographically if you can. Are you in an EU country? If so you can go work in any EU country. You can try sneaking into the US, it's easy especially if you don't look too "foreign" and you don't appear to look so, we have scads of illegals here and one more won't hurt. Through official channels, probably forget it, but there are places along our Northern and Southern borders you can walk right across, etc.
Informal jobs here are stuff like dishwashing, home care, bunch of stuff, I'm in the undocumented economy myself, I make "awareness" ribbons and peddle those, it's a living.
LGBT means Lesbian, Gay, Bi, and Transgender, one of those centers should help you. And, at least as an outsider looking in, it seems the Transwomen have their "stuff" together, you may find help there.
Just throwing out some ideas....
