If I had only one wish, I think that I would wish that I wasn't transgendered, that I never would have had to have gone through all the pain and confusion that slowly discovering and learning to accept this part of myself has caused both me and my family (not to mention the expense of all this therapy and medications and moving...). I will not deny that I am in a much better state of mind now than I ever have been in my entire life, but I honestly would NEVER want to go through all this again if I didn't have to. But then again, thinking about it as I write this, I feel that there has to be a reason that I've had to go through all this...I may not know what it is yet, but there has to be something that I am to learn from taking this difficult path in life. Maybe I'd just wish for enough money to take care of my needs (both transgender-related and not), and the needs of my family and friends, and to be able live comfortably for the rest of my life.
