Hi all. Just back from a good night, was DJing tonight and was good fun. I'm feeling passionate, so I thought I'd type up a kind of post-modern-not-so-poetic as a verbal expression of my deepest feelings and non-optional aspirations.
I want to be me.
I want to feel free to talk to people as me.
I want to feel normal.
I want to be at ease.
I want to understand myself.
I want to understand
this.
I want to look average.
I want to have long hair.
I want to have people perceive me as I perceive me.
I want to go out as me and not worry that it will be questioned otherwise.
I want to have people understand that which I don't.
I want to not have to worry about the future unnecessarily.
I want to be accepted.
I want to, again, be an average woman.
I want to wear what I'm genuinely comfortable in.
I want to get past the unfathomable inability to understand this.
I want people to know what I am certain of.
I want to help all of you.
I want to be me.
Thank you all for everything. You are beautiful inside and out. You have my love and admiration.x
