late update! sowy

[Coatl]

Well this girl is loving life everyone, i have been on hormones for about 2 1/2 months now, and everything is going smoothly (yay for growing chest) but on a serious note, life is wonderful. Im still riddled with occasional depressions, thoughts, and fears though all in all they pale compared to how they used to be. Im even nice enough to provide a random picture just a simple update im still fugly but its a start.. alot better than a few months ago at least teehee. Ive started taking better care of myself and taking the advice of my female friends to teach me and help. Best of all im being hit on and such for awhile now.. he is an amazing guy. but im wary, it might be too soon and such for me to accept love while still.. like this. *shrugs* anywhoo and update is an update! With every passing day i feel a tiny bit better about myself, in a few years time im sure il be great. I just hope for breasts to grow right, any hips, and more feminine ratios and such, but that will be dealt with when it happens until then just one step at a time! Aside these fears then all is well. Im open to any words of wisdom by those who have been here before, or simply a kudos for this tiny step to a better tomorrow!

Well as promised an update pic. I was hoping to get some  of my newest and best ones, but this will have to do! It was taken when my sis waned to proove a point to me.. simply put she won the bet! I got in one of my pseudo depressions and she tried debating how feminine i already am and all, and since im to stubborn and just now starting to see what ive been told she girled me up all she could and waited for the result sover the day.. Maam comments left and right, and many a compliment. I like to be proven wrong!
http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/66/l_d8fbc42999664e4ca5dd9a5f3f6dfd73.jpg
Criticism of my ugly self is welcome ha! The outfit was picked out by my "Sis" who is enjoying every second of helping me. love those two to pieces!

btw, sorry for my absence, been sooooo busy with school and friends. The girls make sure I dont idle! hehe!

[Bellaon7]

Hey gurl, ty for sharing! I didn't look at your pics, but your enthusiasism & attitude are infectious & truely welcome! ty & much luv, Isabella

[Coatl]

hehe thanks, just spreading the optimistic joy to those who need it or just wana help =) And much luv and thanks right back! -Emily

[antarcticsake]

oo!! I can definitely start to see changes-
Like
a) your skin softening
b) more translucent skin (Wait i guess that kinda goes with a?)
c) little chest growth
d) hips more feminine

just think, every month that goes by there will be so much more improvement so that by the time another 6 months rolls around you'll look way different from the beginning! lol

WHat are your thoughts so far?  (besides what were you posting). i'm still toying with the idea of transition--a little scared, doubtful, but people like u inspire

[Deanna_Renee]

"fugly"? You must be referring to someone other than who is in the posted pic. You look quite cute, your sister did a nice job picking out the outfit.

Loving life is a great thing. I'm so looking forward to starting HRT (need job first). I wish you continued joy and growth. 

Deanna (wishing to be a 'fugly' as you )

[Coatl]

oo!! I can definitely start to see changes-
Like
a) your skin softening
b) more translucent skin (Wait i guess that kinda goes with a?)
c) little chest growth
d) hips more feminine

just think, every month that goes by there will be so much more improvement so that by the time another 6 months rolls around you'll look way different from the beginning! lol

WHat are your thoughts so far?  (besides what were you posting). i'm still toying with the idea of transition--a little scared, doubtful, but people like u inspire

oh yes, very much so, my body just seems to have needed these hormones, never really had a male puberty due to sooo low production, now that i got a dominant hormone level going my body is just in development overdrive ha! XD Every day is better and better, your so right on the few months from now even that will be good times maybe il have breasts then ha! well techniquely i do now but not enough ha! Anywho, to answer your question of what do i think so far, well simply put ive known im a girl since a very young age so first off im so much more relaxed mentaly i just feel better knowing its being fixed. Then change wise.. well thats amazing, chest is tender but i love what that means, some skin softening already, im waiting for some fat to move to legs and help those ratios.. anywho! all in all its just amazing, some emotional effects and such ive noticed is most emotions seem "more" of what it is such as anger is much more, happy is amazing, fun becomes wow, etc. also nerves just seem to wake up in female, hugs are awesome. well everyone experiences transition differently but that's my view for you! hope it helped!

"fugly"? You must be referring to someone other than who is in the posted pic. You look quite cute, your sister did a nice job picking out the outfit.

Loving life is a great thing. I'm so looking forward to starting HRT (need job first). I wish you continued joy and growth. 

Deanna (wishing to be a 'fugly' as you )

haha, well im my worst critique i guess, thanks for your compliment, il also forward your words to my "sis" she will love to hear i was proven wrong again due to her work ha! I wish you the best for your transition, its an amazing thing to finnaly start becoming who you are! *huggles* Thanks! and im here to help if you ever need questions answered, well to the best of my ability at least!

Emily (enjoying Deanna's concluding words with pride) hehe!

[Eva Marie]

I think that you look great. And you are young and should do well with transitioning at your age.

I can definitely see a girl in that pic 

[r.morgan]

Ok - without knowing in advance I wouldn't have second guessed that you're a girl.  Simply put you are quite pretty.
Relax and enjoy - you seem to be in good hands.

[Coatl]

I think that you look great. And you are young and should do well with transitioning at your age.

I can definitely see a girl in that pic 

aww thankies *hugs* Transition is going wonderfully!

Ok - without knowing in advance I wouldn't have second guessed that you're a girl.  Simply put you are quite pretty.
Relax and enjoy - you seem to be in good hands.

*smiles* you just made me blush in pride, thanks!

[Silver]

You're pretty.

It seems like it's going very well, and no way I could think you're a guy (I assume others will share my opinion.)

[Coatl]

You're pretty.

It seems like it's going very well, and no way I could think you're a guy (I assume others will share my opinion.)

Thank you! Glad you couldnt think im a guy cause techniquely i never was! hehe!

[colormyworld]

I must thank everyone for helping Em realize the truth of her beauty, what she doesn't want to believe coming from me.

Seeeeee, little miss cranky pants?? Didn't I tell you that you needed to get back here, that it would HELP you, that nobody thinks you're 'fugly', etc, etc, etc!!! *somebody* needs to learn to listen to me more! I's only trying to HELP!! You need to realize this by now! Sheeeeeesh!

Kevin should be proof enough that I'm only trying to help! I sooo win!

~Amy

[Coatl]

haha, thanks to you to for your support in this transition. Even if you have some overkill joy in loving to prove me wrong! *hug*

[Kimberley]

You are definietly not fugly, quite the opposite actually. Only suggestion I can make is ... SMILE and stop being so hard on yourself.

[Coatl]

You are definietly not fugly, quite the opposite actually. Only suggestion I can make is ... SMILE and stop being so hard on yourself.

Aww thanks! but smile? do i have to? lol jk, im slowly starting to see what everyone else does. hehe

Thanks again everyone for all your kind replies!

[Naturally Blonde]

Well this girl is loving life everyone, i have been on hormones for about 2 1/2 months now, and everything is going smoothly (yay for growing chest) but on a serious note, life is wonderful. Im still riddled with occasional depressions, thoughts, and fears though all in all they pale compared to how they used to be. Im even nice enough to provide a random picture just a simple update im still fugly but its a start.. alot better than a few months ago at least teehee. Ive started taking better care of myself and taking the advice of my female friends to teach me and help. Best of all im being hit on and such for awhile now.. he is an amazing guy. but im wary, it might be too soon and such for me to accept love while still.. like this. *shrugs* anywhoo and update is an update! With every passing day i feel a tiny bit better about myself, in a few years time im sure il be great. I just hope for breasts to grow right, any hips, and more feminine ratios and such, but that will be dealt with when it happens until then just one step at a time! Aside these fears then all is well. Im open to any words of wisdom by those who have been here before, or simply a kudos for this tiny step to a better tomorrow!

Well as promised an update pic. I was hoping to get some  of my newest and best ones, but this will have to do! It was taken when my sis waned to proove a point to me.. simply put she won the bet! I got in one of my pseudo depressions and she tried debating how feminine i already am and all, and since im to stubborn and just now starting to see what ive been told she girled me up all she could and waited for the result sover the day.. Maam comments left and right, and many a compliment. I like to be proven wrong!
http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/66/l_d8fbc42999664e4ca5dd9a5f3f6dfd73.jpg
Criticism of my ugly self is welcome ha! The outfit was picked out by my "Sis" who is enjoying every second of helping me. love those two to pieces!

btw, sorry for my absence, been sooooo busy with school and friends. The girls make sure I dont idle! hehe!

You look like you are at the very start of things but I think you will do really well.