This last weekend I made the decision to get sober. I am on day three. I have been reading through some alcohol detox sites and telling all my friends.
I had to call in sick this morning to work because my body is not okay and I did not sleep at all last night. I would take some advil and go in, except I have to drive very long distances and falling asleep on the highway sounded like a terrible idea.
So, hopefully I won't get fired or have to go through this detox much longer. I don't want to have to talk to my boss about my problem.
All in all I feel good about this decision. I am just terrified of the emotional typhoon I know is coming and the mess I made of my life that I will have to clean up when I feel a little stronger.
Just wanted to put that out there I guess...and feel like someone is listening.
