God loves you with His whole heart and He wants you to know there is a place in heaven waiting for you when your time here is done. If you are having trouble finding acceptance in a church then it's not a church I'd want to be a part of anyway. It's not my place to judge but some people have different ideas about what it means to be a Christian.
I belong to a church that has recently been accepted as part of what is known as a reconciling ministry. It's all inclusive and everyone is welcome, no matter who you are. They are growing and expanding across the nation. You can contact me for a link to their web site.
God Bless,
Scott