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Some days it seems ridiculous...

Started by Ryuu, November 09, 2009, 08:02:40 PM

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Ryuu

that I want to be a man. Why? From a biological standpoint it's completely ridiculous. And yet I do feel this way. How are people like us made? How do we fit with anything else in the universe?
Sometimes I don't feel like I'm even a real person, but just two halves of two different puzzles, soul and body, that will never fit together no matter how hard I try. I tried to force one half to conform, and I even have the scars to prove it. Why is it like this? Nothing makes any sense.

-Aaron, who may or may not need a lot more sleep. >.<
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Jeatyn

I know what you mean. I have the odd fleeting moment of "this is stupid, you're not a man, this is just another of your crazy schemes" but it soon passes. I keep optimistic that my puzzle pieces will fit together eventually, it's the only thing that keeps me going actually.
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Kurzar

I live my life mostly feeling like I'm not a real person. I live day to day feeling like i'm never going to be 'me'.
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Nero

Sometimes I'll get a thought like that. I usually think - 'Wow am I so arrogant that I think I can reverse god/nature's will?" Then I remember that I am, and get on with it.  :laugh:
Nero was the Forum Admin here at Susan's Place for several years up to the time of his death.
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